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New moon always kicks my butt, but i guess it's nice to have a supersticious explanation for feeling depressed, rather than blaming anything real for it. I know i have no reasons for feeling down, and that makes me even more annoyed with myself, i shouldn't mope around feeling sorry for myself, when most people are less fortunate than me. 

Also, i'm experiencing a invasion of coincidences, I feel like something important is getting near. 

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My favorite internet interlocutor has dissapeared. He's been offline in all the places i used to stalk him for over 2 weeks, and i'm really worried by now. I hope he's not dead or kidnapped or lobotomized. Maybe he has some sort of insanity episode that makes him want to isolate himself from the world? Or maybe just avoiding me, anyway i wish he would just sedm me a small, tiny message to let me know he's all right.